Ending my happy holidays

Free to make a mess of everything... cuz nobody's watching me
holidays are coming to the end.. dunno what am i gonna do with this mixed emotions.. but im sure i wont regret... mmmm, nahh thats impossible, LOL
whatever i do, i always want to go back in time and change even little things.. but, anyways, this time....... i'll try to be happy with what i've done for once in my life
Now i close my eyes and all  see is me in that small-sized mattress with the fireplace next to the bed, waiting for you to come and hug me saying I LOVE YOU, touching our feet, smiling... while the sun goes down
LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE.
thats what its all about..
hope the day youre confused.. u'll tell me whats goin on...........
but, for now, i know you luv me.. mmmm...wait a minute.. hmm, yah, i'm sure...u love me.

Pouly